PINK PHASES

"The Feeling that I thought was getting strong..... The Feeling is nowhere now to be known" What hurts the most is not the fact that you don't love me anymore...it's not that you are busy or we don't talk like we use to...The thing that hurts the most is that you never actually loved me, you never actually cared.. it was all a mere joke.... Maybe.... my sense of humour isn't that great  maybe that's why I never understood the difference in you being "FRIENDLY" and thought it was genuine flirting....maybe it was all my fault but why didn't you never made it clear that it is just fun and games????? Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why did you say that you love me...... How can you be so casually cruel in the name of me being too sensitive.....!!!! How can you fake flirt and completely deny..... I was so confident.....so confident of having you as the most genuine person, now I feel stupid for being understanding........ Would i...

"WHY DON'T YOU JUST MEET ME IN THE MIDDLE... I'M LOSING MY MIND JUST A LITTLE"- MIDDLE THAT AWKWARD FRIEND CRUSH SITUATION...YOU'LL UNDERSTAND IF YOU'VE BEEN IN ONE. IT'S JUST ANNOYING, IRRITATING, DISTURBING , TORTURING ON ANOTHER LEVEL.. YOU'LL CRY AT YOURSELF AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME... SPECIALLY THE MOMENTS WHEN HE/SHE TELLS YOU ABOUT THEIR CRUSH....(I KNOW, SAD RIGHT...YOU'VE GOT THAT SAD SMILE..) YOU WANT TO BE A NICE FRIEND BUT YOUR MIND WANTS TO YELL OUT LOUD... "YOU JERK...DUMB...SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "DON'T TALK ABOUT OTHERS INFRONT OF ME...I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN...I'M NOT INTERESTED....IT WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED TOO"........ I CAN LITERALLY HERE TAYLOR SWIFT SINGING... "WHY CAN'T YOU SEE?????? YOU BELONG WITH ME" IT'S JUST BEING  STUCK IN THE MIDDLE..... FRUSTRATION KEEPS BUILDING UP AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT....FOR THERE'S A ST...

HEAVEN AND HELL...... Having a crush on someone is both heaven and hell, there would be periods of sunshine and that of rainfall. Good things first..... HEAVEN here we come.... Stuff like..."I heard him/her talk for the first time!!!!!" "His/her voice is ....... aaahhh just speechless" Then even if they do something that completely makes no  sense....you'll be like.."No......it's alright ... nothing that bad...it happens sometimes".... and what not!!!!! I can go on and on but still wouldn't run short of ways ,you,me and for a matter of fact "all of us😅",  will think of to defend him/her....... NEVER !!!!!! can  your crush be wrong or I may add never can they be wrong in a not-cute way.... IF they do something right then it is right!!!!!!(no arguments here)  and if they do something wrong........ It's just a cute  little oh... so adorable mistake... nothing to be sorry about..

  GET BUTTERFLIES..... So yeah.... at least once, we've all been through that phase  when we have a crush over  someone...and who are we bluffing that crush ..... not to offend your feelings but admit it you get really serious about your so called "crush". And you'll be all red in fury if someone dares to tell you...."it's just a crush" . You'll be like "How the hell do you know if it's a crush or more!!!!".... Then just seeing him would make you smile... Now when I mention just seeing...well seeing is a big thing!!!!! Just the thought of him/her would make you smile..... that oooohhh so pink kinda smile...(I know you're smiling reading this) But when you actually see him/her the excitement...and the blush is on another level.... Everything he/she would do would be so magnified..and if by luck or god's divine grace you find their social media.....screenshots would be a common affair..... Crush syndrom...