Into The Dust
"The Feeling that I thought was getting strong..... The Feeling is nowhere now to be known" What hurts the most is not the fact that you don't love me anymore...it's not that you are busy or we don't talk like we use to...The thing that hurts the most is that you never actually loved me, you never actually cared.. it was all a mere joke.... Maybe.... my sense of humour isn't that great maybe that's why I never understood the difference in you being "FRIENDLY" and thought it was genuine flirting....maybe it was all my fault but why didn't you never made it clear that it is just fun and games????? Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why did you say that you love me...... How can you be so casually cruel in the name of me being too sensitive.....!!!! How can you fake flirt and completely deny..... I was so confident.....so confident of having you as the most genuine person, now I feel stupid for being understanding........ Would i...